Have you ever pleaded for something in life? I mean, just gotten down on your knees and absolutely begged for something. My kids are good at doing this, little babies are too, even my dog Skype will bark until she gets her food. At some point over the course of our lives we seem to shed this habit, we stop crying our for things that we need. But this past weekend Nikki and I found ourselves on our knees begging and pleading with the Lord in a way we have never done before. She had a bad reaction to the 3rd round of chemo, showing all the signs/symptoms of a very upset stomach, unable to get comfortable and getting weak because of lack of food. I found myself extremely low on patience and energy, getting angry at the kids for no reason, not wanting to talk to anyone. This past week has definitely been a valley.
But something happened. No Nikki didnt have a "great" day, although it was much better. I woke up Sunday morning with the strangest feeling- complete and utter peace. Zero stress or anger- I cant explain it but I need to share it with whoever will listen. This isnt some made up thing, I was filled with the power of the Holy Spirit in a way I have never experienced. If you read through the old testament there are NUMEROUs occasions where people literally cried out to God. In some instances it talks about them tearing their clothes. There's power in completely humbling yourself before God, admitting that you lack the ability to get thru a trial, and giving it all to Him. Won't you please explore this for yourself? Its Monday morning and nikki is up/down. But thankfully I am here to help and she has such a great support network. We'll keep ya'll in the loop as things progress. What I Know God is GOOD Despite everything, Nikki has been able to sleep at night and does not have a fever What I don't Know Why Nikki's stomach is feeling a little weird still What made today feel normal Allie: "Daniel, want to watch a show?" Daniel: "Clean up first" I love my OCD son Praise Nikki is able to sleep Despite not 100%, Nikki is feeling better No fever Mike able to relax mentally and have peace Prayer Request Complete healing of Nikki's stomach issue No fever during the low WBC period Anxiety- not get worried about tomorrow or the next week- take everything day by day Shout Out David for taking me to awesome meal #HawaiianPot (no, not that kind of pot) DJ Dizzy Twighlight for rocking it on Britains Got Talent (if you don't know, google it. My Mum's nursing school pal) Aloha Thanks everyone for your continued prayers, support and love. Mike
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Teresa
5/8/2017 10:03:22 pm
Mike,
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Keiko
5/9/2017 04:24:13 am
Guys... praying hard here. I'm so sorry you guys are going through this but I do have hope in the Lord. I know He can take care of you and He is going before you. He is watching every step of the way and He understands your frustrations. I am glad we serve the Lord who can handle this. I pray for Nikki's comfort and strength. We love you guys very much.
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